The teenage years of our lives are bad ass, rebellious and loud. We do things which make others' hair raise and yet our own need of thrill doesn't seem to be satisfied at all..
Most of us commit to our teen sensations as soon as we turn 13. Some develop a habit of smoking, some are intrigued by sex and vulgarity, some are crazed by the do's and don't s of fashion, some accept the religion as the most dominant part of their lives and some simply marry their text-books.
Most of us commit to our teen sensations as soon as we turn 13. Some develop a habit of smoking, some are intrigued by sex and vulgarity, some are crazed by the do's and don't s of fashion, some accept the religion as the most dominant part of their lives and some simply marry their text-books.
And then there's another kind- the Lost ones, the category i would put myself in.
Being lost is not easy, You have to wake up everyday in search of finding your own self. A new You everyday.
Starting fresh; as easy or fun as it sounds, its probably one of the hardest things one ever goes through. The first time is always the hardest and eventually you develop a habit of starting new when you move from high school to college to university and finally to your office.
You try to blend in. You go through sweet, sad, miserable, OK, awesome and not-so-awesome phases.
You make new friends. Some of them are nice and they sometimes stick with you till the very end while others are a gust of wind which comes with a lot of commotion but dies out very silently. You make mistakes, go for the wrong friends and you learn lessons, really bitter ones. You go back to the people you can relate to and sometimes you end up with nowhere to go ...And then you grow up one day.
No matter what you do or who you are, you do grow up. Literally, if not mentally.
Phases, such a small word, entitled with such small time spans..Yet when you start joining these phases of yours together, you have a puzzle of your life solved right infront of you. Your birth, your crawling, you first word, your elementary school, your first best friend, your first crush, your rebellions, puberty, maturity, graduation, marriage, death and life..
Starting fresh; as easy or fun as it sounds, its probably one of the hardest things one ever goes through. The first time is always the hardest and eventually you develop a habit of starting new when you move from high school to college to university and finally to your office.
You try to blend in. You go through sweet, sad, miserable, OK, awesome and not-so-awesome phases.
You make new friends. Some of them are nice and they sometimes stick with you till the very end while others are a gust of wind which comes with a lot of commotion but dies out very silently. You make mistakes, go for the wrong friends and you learn lessons, really bitter ones. You go back to the people you can relate to and sometimes you end up with nowhere to go ...And then you grow up one day.
No matter what you do or who you are, you do grow up. Literally, if not mentally.
Phases, such a small word, entitled with such small time spans..Yet when you start joining these phases of yours together, you have a puzzle of your life solved right infront of you. Your birth, your crawling, you first word, your elementary school, your first best friend, your first crush, your rebellions, puberty, maturity, graduation, marriage, death and life..
Now that i think of it, not only a particular set of people go through this Lost phase, in fact everyone does. That snobby girl in your class nobody liked, your parents, that hothead boss you had on your first job, your love interest, the mail-man of your building, all of them.
We all are lost in our ways. I have seen people aged 60 and still believing that they are young. I have seen people who had to provide an earning when they were mere children. I have seen people who gave up their innocence, honesty and dignity on the way to fame. I have seen 80 year old men and women begging on the streets and roads to feed their children. I have seen people die in their teens and i have seen people laughing and dancing on their 100th birthday. I have seen rain and i have seen snow. I have seen love and i have sure as hell seen hatred.
I am lost, just like you are.
But I have seen this universe. I have seen that it ends up in us, the Lost ones.
We all are lost in our ways. I have seen people aged 60 and still believing that they are young. I have seen people who had to provide an earning when they were mere children. I have seen people who gave up their innocence, honesty and dignity on the way to fame. I have seen 80 year old men and women begging on the streets and roads to feed their children. I have seen people die in their teens and i have seen people laughing and dancing on their 100th birthday. I have seen rain and i have seen snow. I have seen love and i have sure as hell seen hatred.
I am lost, just like you are.
But I have seen this universe. I have seen that it ends up in us, the Lost ones.
